I feel a bit like a living cliché really, I'm 20 on Monday, I've been rather childish for a lot of my life, and now due to the sheer amount of fuck-ups that happen because of my carelessness and inability to perform simple tasks (both everyday and social), I wish to straighten up and stop acting like I don't have a clue.
The truth is I don't have a clue, not a single one, which can be a rather limiting factor in getting on with life, but I at least need to start pretending I have some idea.
Don't I?