Appendix A..
And just for prosperity none of the aforementioned ill-tidings were the English Damian's fault! Well, except the passing out bit, but there were multiple people involved in that.
Things I didn't want to do this Christmas.
* Pass out from a medical condition.
* Think about my mother.
* Cry.
* Be alone.
* Be a financial burden on my father.
* Let down someone I love.
All things I have consistantly done at each past Christmas for a few years back now. I've done them all again this year despite efforts not to.
I suck.