J&SB Figures review update
ircDaemon made me aware of a big problem with my review the other day..no photos!
I'll remedy this before the weekend and post an update here, can't believe I missed that..sheesh.
Good mourning everyone
For some reason because I haven't broken down and cried for 3 days straight my father seems to think I'm not mourning and I'll have problems if I keep it until the funeral. Unfortunately I don't actually have anything to let out. I've been mourning steadilly on the inside for the past 5 days. I currently feel fine, the full shock of everything kicked in days ago and right now I feel fairly content.
Most people mourn in the same way, that's because they have lead similiar lives from cradle to grave. I haven't lead a similiar life to most people and mourn in a different way.
I've cried about my mothers death...but for a reason, I used to cry when I was young, because I was deeply depressed, now I've learned to cry when I have good reason to. I cried when I was in the living room tidying cushions and doing some cleaning and was alone in the house and realised I wouldn't have my mother there to keep me company..I cried for half an hour straight and thought the entire night about her...I've thought of nothing else in classes, and I've done all the work in class and consistently done better work then others in the class.
On the other hand my father let his emotion out all at once, it impaired his ability to think straight and do his work, but he got over it faster..it's taken me longer but at least I've gotten things done at the same time.